Well tonight was a new first for Tegan and Me and Daddy really. We had a little boy stay the night. Now we do have a nephew that stays the night a lot but he is also almost 4 years old!! This little boy is only 3 months old!! And he loves to be snuggled which Tegan was not so into! She wanted to be snuggled and she started acting like a little baby all over again when she saw Vinny acting like a little baby :) It was really cute and fun for the most part until Tegan decided it was time to throw a fit and wake Vinny up and then it was far from fun trying to get her and him to sleep at the same time!!
Tonight really made me realize that I may talk about wanting a baby all the time!! And trust me I REALLY REALLY REALLY!!!! Want another baby!! But after the way tonight went I realized that Tegan is still a little baby (only faster, bigger, and crabbier:) ) And so right now I think that I am OK with just my little baby girl, my little snuggle bug and baby bun all to myself and all by herself because I do not have the sanity for 2 babies!! 2 little kids wanting to be held, loved on, played with, carried around, bounced on your knee, fed, etc, i think that is enough examples...2 babies needing all that at the same time not to mention the biggest CHANGED!!! is more then i think i am ready to chew right now and for a little bit! Eddie and I have talked about trying next spring or summer so I have a little while to get Tegy out of diapers and ready to be a Big sister!!
But I am kind of starting to worry about her. I know all kids walk when they want to but she doesn't even kind of act like she wants to walk! She is totally and completely content with crawling and could care less what any one else things because she thinks it is just fine if she wants to crawl for the rest of her life!! But Mommy is starting to get a little concerned! It doesn't help that i have people commenting constantly (it feels like) about her not walking yet! I mean lots of kids don't want until they are between 14 and 18 months and she is just a little over 13 months!! I mean come on! And not to mention I am totally fine with her not walking yet! And the people that keep making the comments (that are COMPLETELY GETTING ON MY NERVES!!!) keep hearing me say the same thing over and over and over again!! That I DO NOT WANT HER TO WALK!!! ya that's right I DON'T WANT HER TO WALK because I know how little girls can be and I know how I was and I am just now getting close to my parents again and I see my niece who is 20 doing it to her parents...Kids RUN from their parents from the time they learn to walk until they are about 30!! And I enjoy the dependency she has towards me when it comes to getting around and such! I mean she can crawl isn't that enough?? I don't get it!! I mean really what is it any one Else's business when MY daughter walks!! I mean come on!! I tell you what I am really thinking about just locking my baby girl and my family in my house and not letting anyone else in EVER!!! I mean honestly my next child I swear I am getting black thick curtains and I am getting REALLY REALLY big locks on my doors and shutting off all phones until my next child is about 15 lol!!! Maybe then i wont get so damn irritated at other peoples comments because I wont be able to hear them!!
Sorry I am really rambling this time! I think it has been a long day and I am in need of some sleep!! :)
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